If you asked me, I'd say Myanmar is the place (besides than Malaysia) where I got my earliest baby-steps in getting the big picture... I don't know if ever the term 'big picture' make any sense to some. If it doesn't, I hope I didn't make you be in question mark, because that feelings sucks. But regardless of that, still, Myanmar is Myanmar; how's Cambodia? Well, I like Cambodia as much as I like Myanmar.
I don't feel like talking much about what our activity was or what we did thoroughly, maybe a little bit here and there. Like how I feel about Tuk-Tuk. I remember being in a Tuk-Tuk feeling so high!!! Haha! I mean, high on... being... in a Tuk-Tuk. Seriously, the first time I got to know that we were about to take Tuk-Tuk as our transportation to the hotel, I was very calmly excited. That ride is the coolest ride I've ever been on! I don't get the chance to take Tuk-Tuk while in Myanmar, so ada la teruja sikit kat situ. I went to Cambodia with my sister, as she sponsored me to go along. So it was just two girls; us, in a country where we barely know anything, or anyone. And the Tuk-Tuk driver, was considered to be our 'guide' on being out and about to places that might potentially clicked with our interest... the typical foreigner's interest; great panoramas, historic places, bargains and stuff like that.
Those places, the journey... I couldn't ask for more. There were times during my time in Cambodia where my sister and I were drained out! We were so freaking tired that we happened to have this mutual understanding, we didn't said it to each other, but we just sat down at a place before we take a short nap. Yes. I'm talking about taking a nap at a place where people literally walking, taking pictures and being in awe about those historic buildings; and then we were there, lying on the floor, sleeping, unconsciously! Ngahahaha! My, how fun that was, not kidding! And from this trip, I understand my sister a little bit better now, as in, I learned more about her. My dad once told me, if you want to know someone, be on a trip together. One thing we have in common is that, we don't really need to eat anything when we're being out and about. At least during the trip. High-five to that! If you're wondering what do I think of her personally, I'm not going to be cheesy and stuff, but yeah, I think every sister in the world wants to be like her

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A lot of things while I was there, that I've successfully remembered and stored them in my memory so I can make them as my 'life-jackets' whenever I need one.... you know, whenever I feel like I'm sinking. These life-jackets, should be something like a knowledge gained; it should be something that CERTAINLY useful. I have lately, sometimes, felt a very over the top GOOD FEELING. Who knows why and how I got it. Perhaps because I've completed some thing in my day, like when I've done my jogging or successfully cleaned the room. And not to be ungrateful about it, but this good feelings, coming out of nowhere, were very impermanent. It does gave me goosebumps, and for a couple of minutes, happiness. It's like a reward. And I've always tried to remember to say thank you whenever I felt it. But I've seen how it affects my long term journey in life; It still doesn't help me clearing my confusion. I still cried during at night, at times when I just couldn't get it, certain things that happened in my life. Those good feelings were indeed, very impermanent. There were times when I'm feeling low, I'm wishing upon it. It was like, I completed some thing or challenged myself to do things just to get that good feeling. And then, forgetting the big picture all together, and being at nothing close to peace and harmony; Just for that temporary good feeling. Don't get me wrong please, I beg you. I do cherish them! It's just that, I'm at this point in life, searching for something permanent. Something that can catch me whenever I fall, whenever I'm sinking. I never thought that I could reached to this realization, since I am a BIG failure in relationship. And relationship is all about making things permanent, or at least, about putting an effort to make things last. And I guess, Cambodia was the place to get some of these 'life-jackets' for my own. It could be anywhere in between the earth and the sky to get them, but somehow, I got them while in Cambodia. It's almost as silly to call life-lesson as life-jacket... since literally, they were both completely different things. But it makes sense to me, and that's all I should be worry about at the moment. What were the lessons I've gained? I'll share them in here, from time-to-time

So yes, there you go. "What Cambodia had contributed to my life journey".
Hey, enjoy the pictures. And oh, thank you Cambodia (hat's off).
"You gotta remember
to open your palms
in order to hold" -------------------------------------------------------
*There are still many pictures I haven't uploaded yet. Can't upload anymore for the day since my account isn't premium. By God's will, I will upload it tomorrow.